OK so creating a post is kinda hard if I start worrying about entertaining someone - and since there aren't any followers I am going to stop editing and just post. This will do several things - update the blog faster, make it more of a diary ( I am old school, once upon a time we wrote in books kept under our mattress that no-one was supposed to see), and keep me from over analyzing myself. If anyone reads these and wants to comment please do that why its not under my mattress.
Since the middle school events my 2nd grader was sick, and then there were several more days of subbing. all of these things took time and energy, but my biggest problem with getting to the computer was my 6th grader - getting her off the computer or any one of the other Internet capable devices in the house required disconnecting the modem and hiding it. This made it difficult to get online myself. The 6th had 2 Cs on the last report card which would be OK if she were a C student but she has always been on the honor roll, it was time on the computer rather then lack of ability that kept her form completing enough work at a level worthy of Bs and As. So no modem, my hubby gets to bed earlier, and I did get more house work done but I think my personal growth was off a bit.
This time talking to myself has led to better focus and more being more productive all around. I got back to it today because I was starting to sleep alot again and I can't blame it on a sick child waking me at night is no such creature exist anymore. Going to get to laundry and yoga today to improve self.
Love and light Hommies
